And you are...

[shadie]

Gah I loooove shopping. Not so much grocery shopping, but I'm all for clothes shopping :D Shopping for shoes tends to annoy me though.. I guess I start to get bored XD but, I love having cute shoes.
While you guys are in the husband section, i'll help pick somethin' out for you<3

My eyes are hazel too. They are usually a brownish/kinda green color, but If I cry or get emotional etc. etc. they turn a clear, dark green. In the light they turn yellow. Weird? Yes ma'am.

I used to live in Florida, now I live back in California, where I was born. Currently I'm in Florida for the summer C: Hahah Ily, I love the weather here!
Oh, I should mention that I tend to curse a lot too. I've gotten really bad, but not as bad as drunken sailor, I think XD In front of my family and online I tend to be clean though, so no worries.

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

Well, you know enough about us now to help pick something out, so that works

I used to cuss like a drunk sailor but, again, church has drawn me away from that. My characters tend to be potty mouthed, though, so I have an outlet

[Kunabee]

Shaaadddiiiieee let's go shooopppinnngg for Ily and Bhu! *likes shopping for other people, too!*

In sixth grade I cussed what I would call "a lot" First not at all, then about once a week, once a day, and back to once a week. In seventh grade it was once a month, and now I do it on rare occasions when I'm really upset.
HOWEVER, I wish I didn't cuss at all.

[Moon]

Okay, back for more talking myself up

I am fourteen years old and my birthday is September 11th. My favorite time is 9:11, because that's my birthday and I love early morning and late night time :3
I absolutely love my eyes. They're light jade green, like my mommy's, and I have a golden ring around my pupil, then another ring of jade green. It's a prettier version of my dad's side of the family, because all of their's has a blood red ring o.o It's weird, but I love my family anyway <3
I am exactly 5 ft; 4 ft 11 whenever I don't stand completely straight. I weigh exactly 100 lbs. A lot of people say they're jealous of me, but lately my weight scares me xD
I originate from the UK, Scotland, and Germany. I am also partly Native American (Cherokee and Choctaw). I'm pretty pale - a couple of my friends discussed how I am a cloud that was birthed by an English hurricane and another cloud - but I used to be tan. When I moved to my town, I didn't go out much because I didn't like it here, but now that I do I get sunburnt xD Talk about irony.
I dress like a normal girl, I guess lol. I usually where shorts or jeans and all types of shirts, but sometimes I'll go all out with a skirt or a dress. I love flats, but flip flops are really comfy too. I love me some converse and I hate tennis shoes for some reason. Heels scare me, but I'll wear them for formal occasions because I like to look pretty x3
Speaking of, I love glitter. And anything sparkly or shiny. If you ever want to make me extremely happy or distract me for a long period of time, give me something glittery, sparkly, or shiny. I will stare at it and play with it for as long as possible; unless something else distracts me.

Like Bhu, I love myself for who I am, but I often lose confidence in myself because of what other's say of me. I find myself thinking, 'What did I do wrong?' often because I feel like I make people upset. A lot. So when I'm online I make sure I never type anything that might seem rude and that tends to make me the mediator in fights. Otherwise, I'm completely natural with you guys

At the moment, I have no animals in my household. But, soon my mom is going to get a new fence and when that gets done, we're going to find ourselves a beagle! My dad also plans on getting a pitt bull pup, and possibly a new kitten. I have grown up around pitt bulls all my life and the past two years have been torture without one. My last dog, Sampson, got bone cancer in his back legs and we had to put him down.
By the way, my parents are divorced and I live with my mom. My dad lives three hours away and he's thinking about moving three days car travel away; 6 hours plane travel.

I am currently going through a 'break' with a now ex-boyfriend I had been in a relationship for a year and two months. So, if some days I'm acting really downcast, you know the reason why. We were pretty serious so I'm hurting real bad, but my friends are helping me That's why I've been asking for happy music, because otherwise I feel absolutely terrible.

I like comfort. I also like to lay on the ground, but I can never sleep right on it; my back or neck always hurt the next day. Some day, I am going to have fifteen pillows on my bed and I am going to hide in them :3
I love feathers, but I hate the part at the end because they stick me. I also love anything that is soft and fuzzy but I get angry at blankets a lot because they either get too hot or they aren't warm enough.

I have some sort of irrational fear and/or phobia of people writing on me. Any sort of ink on my skin and I freak out on the inside. If I can't wash it off, I get really angry at the person who did it and I keep rubbing my skin. It's weird, but it's me.

If I had a choice between a five dollar bill and a compliment, I would take the compliment.

I love riddles. Things that make my brain work (as long as it doesn't include numbers x.x) and I will work and work to get it right. Riddles take my mind off things :3

I am a church-goer. I used to not be. I actually used to think church was only a bunch of hypocrites trying to get out of hell. I was angry and judgmental and actually came to the point of being agnostic. But the weekend after my birthday, my now ex-boyfriend took me to his church and I instantly fell in love with it. It will be a year ago, September 17th, that I first went there. I accepted Jesus Christ as my savior on January 21st of this year at a student conference. On March 27th, I got baptized along with four other girls and one guy in front of our entire church. I've never felt happier than I have now with God in my life

I am a wuss when it comes to any kind of pain, let it be physical or emotional, I will cry. I can't take seeing someone hurt either. Gorey wounds kinda give me the chills but I'll push through it to help somebody. I think emotional pain is the worst thing anyone could go through because no one can fully understand what it means to you. Whenever I am hurting, emotionally, I feel sick, like I'm going to throw up, and hollow. I can't eat (just the thought of food makes me gag), and I just want to lay in bed and stare at things. I cry a lot and it takes a lot to make me smile when I'm in that state. When I get there, I feel extremely lonely which only makes it worse to deal with. It's not fun and I have to be busy all day every day to get away from it. I can't have time to think or that's what I think about.
I have lost four pounds because of the stress from my breakup, and it's almost scaring me. I haven't weighed myself in a while, though, so I'm hoping it was mostly from my theatre camp and dancing every day for two weeks. It scares me a little.

I love school! I'm supposed to be a freshman, but I got moved up when I was in the first grade. I adore english, history, speech, theatre, and band. I HATE math. I have mixed feelings about choir.
I am a sexy band geek! Marching season (AKA Football season for the "normal kids") is my favorite time of the year and I look forward to it A LOT this year, because I made colorguard :3 We're currently in summer band one-a-days, which used to be two-a-days until.. today. Band is basically 60% of my life at the moment lol.
I'm a stage-aholic. The spotlight gives me a rush and knowing I can do something some people are so afraid of gives me the confidence to go on with the show and to show everyone how much the theatre means to me. I used to have stage fright, but now I'm so confident in my talent and myself that I can't help but get in front of everyone and start singing and dancing. The only thing I have a problem doing in front of people with, is playing my instrument, which is percussion. I don't know why, but I get really nervous. It's weird.

I love music. No other way to put it. It's expressive and.. I love it.

I absolutely LOVE reading!!!!! Reading takes me to a place where my worries and stresses don't exist and I feel myself become a different person. It's good therapy for me and a good thought exercise.

I also love to write. Along with becoming a drama teacher/actress, I want to write stories and screenplays and scripts. Writing is really hard sometimes (W-R-I-T-E-R-S B-L-O-C-K is a curse word in my mind) but when something comes out good and I go back to read it later, I love the feeling that I can't even recognize that it was me who wrote it.

Bugs freak me out, but I just get squirmy around them. Except for spiders. Those I will scream at and run away from. I love butterflies and ladybugs -hating myself for sounding so freaking girly right now- lol
I can be really REALLY scared of the dark. Mostly because I hate thinking about what could be hiding in it. Strangely enough, I absolutely love night time because of the sky and how beautiful some things can look in it. Weird.
I love storms, but sometimes they can scare me. Like, when the wind is terrible and lightning is right across the street. Thunder used to make me cry when I was little, but not anymore. Now I love it xD Great transition, huh? I almost got struck by lightning. Twice. Once when I was driving home from the lake with a friend and her family, and then another when I went on my mission trip and we were spreading the word about our VBS.

I have never broken a bone or sprained anything. The only time I had to use crutches was because I rammed my right foot (the part between my big and index toe) into the thing you tie your boat onto, and it ripped it open. It was a blunt object, so I know I hit that thing HARD.
Surprisingly enough, I'm a klutz xD I get bruises and fall all the time, but I rarely get scars.. just bruises, because I can't stand scabs or cuts because they hurt more than bruises.

I love shopping. Retail therapy is completely true for me xD I love getting new things and I can't wait to try them out. Clothes shopping is my favorite thing because clothing helps express myself to people who don't even know me. Kind of like speaking without talking. I'll join Shadie in picking out amazing things for you guys <3 lol

I was born in California, moved to my current town in Texas, moved to San Angelo, moved back to my current town, moved to Durango, Colorado, moved back to my town, moved to Kerrville, moved to San Antonio, and then back to my current town. All before my third grade year. x.x Ugh, and I'm pretty sure a lot of that is mixed up, too. And probably I left out a bunch of stuff in Cali.

I don't cuss. I get onto people for it. The first time I ever cussed it was the 's' word and it was completely on accident. I thought a Christmas tree was going to fall on me and I was going to die. If I ever cuss, it's because I am EXTREMELY upset about something, or it's a complete accident. Like, it happens in my head and then I just say it.

Do you realize how long it took me to type all that?

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

Mon reminded me of something:

I am an absolute nerd. I love school. I love everything about it. I live in building 5 (which is the science department) and I am friends with every single teacher in my school. I hang out with my teachers a heck of a lot more than I hang out with my peers. My time is spent helping them on their farms, going out to eat with them, or just simply chilling in their house or on their porch talking with them. Call it inappropriate, but I love them all so much. Guys, girls, I cling xD Hey, it helps my grades because they know me well enough to just know what my grade on certain things should be, so when I am sick so not on my top game and I get an F on something, they make me redo it knowing I should have an A or B on it xD And because they help me study <3

[Kunabee]

I like school, too. I used to really love it and was thrilled with it. Then Middle School happened. I HATED six grade. I came home SOBBING every day. I was stressed out, and miserable, and pretty much a jerk because I was miserable. I BEGGED to be homeschooled or schooled online. I was DESPERATE. I attempted (yes, attempted) to cut myself and attempted suicide at least twice. One time when my computer AND MY BOOMBOX (torture me: all my music sources *poof*) was taken, I actually walked out in the kitchen and stared at a knife, wondering what it would be like to stab it in my heart. And wanting to really, really badly. I still don't know why I didn't, but I'm glad I didn't lol.
Well I went through counseling, because at the start of middle school I've been suffering with situational depression (: I totally don't act like it, right? xD I'm a general happy person. And well-behaved.
While there's a lot of GOOD things, there's big things with those two. Being happy means I act happy, because I am (mostly) happy... so when I need a break, nobody even thinks that I might be hurting from whatever. Being so sensitive, when I'm hurting AND happy inside I lash out at people more easily. And being well-behaved means all the teachers (and even my mom!) tell me to STOP because they know I will. Not cool, huh?
If not for poetry and music, I would be DEAD. And I mean that in a literal sense. Yeaahhh... One time when I was so suicidal I was looking up ways to kill myself on my mom's computer, I listened to a song by Coldplay, and for some reason watched the music video. When a man was about to jump off a building, a pigeon landed on his arm and he smiled and stepped down and didn't jump. I don't remember that title, but that honestly saved my life then.
ANYWAY. I feel guilty about every time I was suicidal. My thinking? Others have gone through worse... I have NO RIGHT to do this if people are having trial after trial after trial and still are happy and wanting to live. Because honestly, all that I've EVER gone through doesn't seem that big to me. I feel guilty when I feel overwhelmed by stuff, and am upset, because of the same reasoning. I tend to downsize my problems, and feel bad when anyone's like "ooh that's tough, you're going through a rough time." And I'm like, "It's not as rough as someone else's problems..." though of course I don't say it.
Despite the knowledge I should NOT be guilty about this stuff, I am. And for the suicide thing, I KNOW it's a temperary solution, I KNOW it's stupid and that life has a BATRIBILLION worthwhile things. But despite this knowledge, I still do it.
My life has been set up for me to learn things. I'm an extremely deep, in-depth person, and I can be empathetic with people even if I haven't gone through ANYTHING they have. Helping others is one of the best ways for me to feel better, as well as talking and poetry. THe more emotional I get the more poetry I write.
Though I semi-went on a writing strike in sixth grade. I was having the worst writer's block, ever, from all the stress.

ANYWAY. Sympathy requires jabbing with a stick.

I do bottle a lot of stuff inside. I bottle stuff up and don't let even myself see it. However, every painful memory tends to say -.- I have trouble forgiving myself, but I'm supposed to, so 99.9% of the time I manage it.
My counselor (when I was still going to her) had me write up a list of things that make me feel better. I put 'helping others' and she asked me if I really help, so it's not a color in the jar, and I feel like I'm not being honest.
If I ever feel suicidal I feel like I disappointed my mom and my counselor. I don't want to kill myself even when I do. But see, that's me living for someone else.

I repeat: SYMPATHY REQUIRES JABBING WITH A STICK. Unless it's poetry. I might forgive poetry. Or a compliment. Yeah.

I'm pretty silly, in general. I hate being mature and I hate growing up. I feel left out about everywhere I go in real life. I'm either too mature, too IMmature, too depressed, too happy... Yeah. My friends cover the whole spectrum. My only problem is finding someone who's a lot like me.

The me you guys see on BrokenTruths is the same me I display in real life. Except more cutesy and immature, lol. The cutesy part is because I don't get to be that cutesy in real life! 5'8 kinda ruins the ability to be cute. I want to make six feet, but my mom and my nutritionist think I've stopped growing. I'm hoping that when I loose my excess wait I'll shoot up and just barely be six feet. I can hope, right?

[Zayden]

I have one more thing to say maybe weird but! I love being with my friends most are girls, it seem to be more fun to hang out with them then guys because us guys do stupid stuff half the time xD (I am gulity of being stupid. I can be crazy at times and werid (most people are =P ). I love to dirt bike race, I have a fan page for me on facebook (or for me dirt bike racing xD currently have 13 likes LOL) and well that all I can think of.... oh wait... be a guy you would think I dont like to shop but I do (but mistly for fishing and dirt bike racing stuff) and I can burn a hole in my poket when I have a lot of money (Bad ME!)

[Kunabee]

I'm pretty money effecient.
This is one of those places where signing up for a lot of different websites comes in handy, y'know, when they have currency...
I'm probably really bad about signing up for websites, and am currently (mostly) active (aka I get one once or twice a week AT LEAST and usually more):
Broken Truths (Duhity duh)
Neopets
Wizard101 (I don't get on that often, but it's always in the back of my mind)
Puzzle Pirates
Furcadia (Same as Wizard, because all my friends kinda died there. Not really died. But went poof.)

I need reactivate on UniCreatures but I haven't yet.

Somehow, don't ask me, I manage to get bored between the activities on Furcadia, the pillying (there's no violence in Puzzle Pirates, btw) on Puzzle Pirates, the dailies on Neopets, and the leveling on Wizard.
I shouldn't be bored.

I also use RenPy and am learning that coding, as well as knowing/learning a little CSS. And of course HTML. Because, like, everyone knows HTML.

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

Money used to burn a hole in my pocket but, now that I drive and have to buy gas, I am very money conciencious -.-

[I L Y I C H]

xD Im totally cheep. That commercial that use to be on about the guy going to a different gas station because its .2 cents less? That would be me xD I stand in the toilet paper isle trying to figure out whats the least expensive. So yeah...

Why is sym-sym being poked with a stick? D:

I've always had an issue with the suicide thing. Thoughts are horrible, and I wish I had never had them but don't feel guilty about them. Because I'm a cruel person and like to think about the fact that most of the people I know would blame themselves and they would deserve it -.- But those thoughts have been pretty nonexistent in the last couple of years, so its better c: I use to have a really bad cutting problem that totally wasn't worth it >< So now I'm a bit crazy about hiding the scars.

Hmm I love my school (if it wasn't so expensive I would love it more) because I get to draw daily xD I love art and though im not the best artist I love story development and the like. Despite this I realize I have very little hope for making any money that way xD And am now planning to enlist in officer's training to become a Warrant Officer so I can fly f-35's or heavies c:

All my friends are dweebs and I love them xD We are all mildly insane, or at least a wee bit crazy. My friends are all artists so that explains most of it xD I adore all of my friends, though a couple of them tend to jerk at nerves in my skull. (Brook mostly). I have a really bad problem about continuing to trust people after they've done something to me (in this case it would be to Ashley) an I should probably be more confrontation, but we live together -.-

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

To Ilyich: SYMPATHY, not SYMPHONY! Sympathy as in "I feels so bad for you!!!"

I am EXTREMELY cheap....and illogical. Where I am, there are two gas stations. I will drive an extra mile to save one penny, even when I use more than a penny's worth in that mile. I just feel good doing that Well, I should make it clear that I am not cheap in one area; my doggy. She is my little sister and I SPOIL HER. My paycheck is quite literally sucked dry if I see anything she may like. Midge is the most important aspect of my life, aside from God. Yes, she is more important than hiking -faints-.

At age fourish I started having suicidal thoughts...then at around seven I started acting upon them. I never cut, because I knew people could see that. I was a pill-popping alcoholic. And an accidental chain-saw dropper. And an accidental falling off boulders while hiking person. Then, when I joined the SDA church at 15ish, I was happy as can be. But come the middle of my 16th year, I came back to thinking it. I did not act upon it, but the thoughts were there. All because of that stupid, backstabbing, lying, no-good, buttwipe -blabbers on childish insults-......okay, I shall quit while I am ahead. The thoughts have ceased now that I left that...parasitic human behind. And, honestly, I can thank BT a lot for this. Coming on her an writing angsty posts with people I love REALLLLLLLLY helped A LOT. So, be proud, BT family, you kept my body clean xD

Ah, my friends. Well, I moved to Coventry when I was.... 7ish? I left behind a few good friends, but we drifted apart after a couple years. My new sisters trickled in one by one. There's Becca, whom you all knew as Bellatrix. She broke the ice on my first day in a new school (I came in the middle of the third grade year)...."HEY! I"M BECCA! WHO ARE YOUUUUU?" Haha, we have been stuck at the hip since. That girl is my oxygen. Then there is Laura...haha, I met her in sixth grade because we were in Homeroom together. Her, Becca, and I quickly clicked and we became inseperable. Then there was Megan, who was my Homeroom teacher's daughter (in sixth grade). She was in eighth grade by that point but we gelled instantly and I dragged her first into a trio with Laura and me, and then she joined the Sisters in All But Blood group that Becca and I had started and then welcomed Laura into. Megan was the last of us four to join that group, and the last one ever allowed in it. We are all dweebs and we are all madly in love. Yes, we are married. Becca and I are Husbys, Laura and I are Wifes, and Megan and I are Wifeys. Yeah, we have our firey arguments, but that is just what spouses do xD

[Kunabee]

That's adorable, Bhu.

I am extraordinarily lucky. There's Kaitlyn, who I've literally known since before I was born (outside of the premortal life, o' course), and Samantha who I've known since I was a baby. Samantha and I used to be besties joined at the hip, but have since drifted apart... however, we're still good friends. Kaitlyn and I are besties, but not joined at the hip.
In groups of more then me and someone else, I tend to be left out unless I'm the big leader-y person. Online and with Samantha are the only - I mean only - exceptions.
Little brothers not counting.
And if it's at the pool with me, Kaitlyn, and Ashley, I'm usually pretty involved as well.
So. Yeaahhh.

Reminiscing is the bomb.

AND I LOVE SYM-SYM GOSH D= *clings to him* Big :3 I have a shirt with a white tiger on it... and a regular tiger (*lamesauce here*)... and a panther. It's two sizes too big and the comfiest thing eevveeerrr. I wear it everytime it's washed.

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

Kuna, your shirt makes me think of my black shirt that has a swamp and an alligator with babies on it It is HUGE and soooooo comfy! Big shirts=love <3