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Post by Kunabee on Sept 16, 2011 16:21:51 GMT -5
So I accidently corrupted my user file and none of my EXE files would come up so then we brought it to a friend and she fixed it but now I have a timer and it's only 3 to 9 on weekdays, 3 to 12 on Fridays, and 8 to 10 on Saturdays, and 12 to 9 on Sundays and it's like I have NO TIME and on extended weekends and breaks and whatever it's always going to be those times and my mom won't change them so now I'm freaking out and I'm scared to do anything because it will take away time and when stuff is loading I get all panicked, because it's TAKING AWAY TIME and I just want to scream and cuss my head off at her but she's sick so I'll feel AWFUL to do anything and it's not like I wasn't trustworthy before, I watched and monitored myself on the computer, and everyone who knows me should know that. I mean I was on more then the average person - way more - but I still did stuff and now I don't want to do anything because it's taking away the precious time I have and what if it goes off in the middle of me doing something? It's not like the time is even constrictive, it's more then enough, it's just that it's THERE that's freaking me out. I hate my mom right now, and I hate that, and it's just making everything worse.
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Post by I L Y I C H on Sept 17, 2011 10:06:05 GMT -5
Ah D: I hope you can get that sorted out Kunabee! When it comes to stuff like that it really comes down to talking. Maybe wait until she isn't sick anymore and have a calm rational talk. After all that timer is obviously making you anxious about the computer.
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Post by Kunabee on Sept 21, 2011 18:30:17 GMT -5
Well, I'm calmer now. Still freaking hate it. I have this Friday off with a three to twelve limit. I'll be obsessively monitoring my time and head home (if I'm bikeriding like I plan to be) at like 2:30. And it's not like I DIDN'T monitor myself. I have a harder time doing homework, hanging out with people, etc. The only reason I spent time with Zach this Saturday is because the poor kid has a troubled relationship with his mother AND he tends to have issues with people. Empathy + high tolerance level = friends with everyone
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