Revenge }{ A poem xD

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

There are so many things to live for,
And there are so many reasons to die.
There are so many things to push up for,
And there are so many reasons to fall.

I should live because I am happy.
I should live because I am loved.
I should live because I am fortunate.
I should live because I am alive.

But I live for none of these,
None of these are important at all.
One thing keeps me moving each day,
And that reason is that you want me to fall.

I know revenge is not proper.
I know revenge is just wrong.
But to see you frown as I walk in the room,
It makes my world go ‘round.

You broke my heart with no reason,
You lied and made the world stand still.
There was never a good man in that body of yours,
It just took some time for me to realize.

I do not live because I love my life,
Though the world has began to shine.
I simply live because my life,
Is what makes you so want to die.

You said we were friends forever.
You said that you loved me so.
You promised to take me around the world.
Back then I could not see the lies.

I know revenge is not proper.
I know revenge is just wrong.
But to see you frown as I walk in the room,
It makes my world go ‘round.

May God show mercy for my many flaws,
I know He does not approve of my taunts.
But if not for my want to make your life Hell,
I would have brought down the knife.

I live to see your hidden pain,
Those tears that only I can see.
I live to have you cry on my shoulder,
Thinking that I do not blame you.

It may not be very Christian,
But I can not hide my lies.
I live not because life is swell,
I just live to make your life Hell.



Don't mind the awfulness of my mind...yes, I have a sadistic side of me xD Haha, true story! I shall seal my lips now before I tell the tale of the man who lied to save his reputation