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[nEwOL握敵]

Look... I'm so burnt out right now I ain't even got the energy to be all dramatic like I normally am so this is gunna be bitter and simple and blunt. Don't every be the dumb ass that drives a vehicle drunk and when you drive always where your set belt. I don't give a fucking damn little bit what any of you would ever try to say in defense of it. You really want to risk leaving us, here, the family of Broken Truths, and your personal friends and family, here to suffer and morn and feel robbed and miserable and sorrow filled for the rest of our lives because you find your set belt uncomfortable

Saturday, April 27th, 2013, a man I knew died a three o clock in the morning driving home drunk as hell from a party cause he thought he could handle it and has never liked seat belts. Well when he swerved into the other lane and hit another car, he was thrown through his windshield and now he's dead. He died on the spot, didn't stand one damn chance in hell. And nether will you moving 60 miles an hour head first into asphalt. I may have not known him the best. I may not have been best chums with him... But I still knew him. He's been there sense this misadventure started back in elementary school almost eleven years ago now. He was supposed to be there when we finish it just a little over a year from now.

We all expected him and deserved for him to be there a year from now when we finally finish the tragic misadventure we all started together eleven years ago... And now he's Gone.

If one of yall died doing something as stupid as not wearing a set belt or driving drunk... I'd never forgive you. Till the day I die I'd be eternally mad at you and every day I would wake up cold and bitter and every night I would go to sleep tire and pleading and with tears in my eyes begging to wake up the next day to a merical. Seeing one of you die such a utterly FEKKING STUPID death would suck the joy right out of me. And if knowing that don't suddenly make your seat belt a little more comfortable and your still willing to tempt chance with everyone who you mean something to's souls like that, then I've finally found a worst human being then myself...

By the way, I ain't askin' for sympathy. I don't want sympathy for this one. All I want is to know you people get what the hell I'm trying to say. I'm not sorry for him. I'm angry at him. And it one of yall are so stupid, I won't be sorry, you asked for it. But I'll be so angry at you for letting yourself be ripped away like that and leaving me here alone with the pain.

That's all I have to say...

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

I am touched that you cared enough to write this out, but I assure you you don't have anything to worry over. Sara and I drink, as you know, but we are not dumb. Some schools are known for great college football teams, or high grades....well, mine was known for losing students to drunk driving. Every year, at least 2 would die because of such a thing. A total of 3 in my class, the Class of 2012, died because of such stupid things. In the four years I was in high school, we lost 13 students in total. Some were friends, others were just kids I knew. One of my close friends, a year younger than me, has not spoken for a year because he was in a car that had a drunk teen driving, it crashed, and he watched the life drain from the girl next to him eyes. That was the last thing he said--the paramedics got to the scene and he told his story and then has not spoken since.

My dad drives drunk. I stop him now and drive for us, but when I was younger my dad was perfect in my eyes. Well, we crashed because he was drunk. I lost the ability to look at my father as if he was superman that day. I realized he made mistakes. I gave up on ever having a real hero to admire. Alcohol did that.

I held the bleeding head of an older woman as she died when I was ten years old. A drunk teen had hit her head on. I won't even forget her eyes as they dimmed. Ever. They are the reason I have a fear of eyes. I imagine the fading.

And in response to the seatbelts, I cannot/will not ride in a car without them. So I appreciate your concern, but it is unwarranted. Maybe I don't care if I am alive or dead, but I won't have the blood of someone else on my conscience. I assure you.

[I L Y I C H]

I am not an idiot and nor is anyone else on this website. Shit like this should really be common sense to everyone. You don't do that shit. You don't put other people in danger like that. I have to side with Bhu on the idea that I don't really care about what happens to me, but you don't fuck with other peoples lives in that manor. I functioned as an EMT for three months and after that experience I can without a doubt say that if anyone I ever knew picked up keys while they were drunk I would sooner murder them then let them leave with those keys. And maybe it sounds cruel and unjustified but to be frank if someone drives drunk and they die then it is their own stupidity that killed them.

We are not children here. Only children make decisions without the thought of another person in their mind.