Ily's drible rantings }{ ARGHHHH

[I L Y I C H]

I apologize now If I offend anyone. I am very VERY angry at the moment. A friend of mine, who's name I will not be giving out, has been horribly hurt this week. He was bullied and snapped and heeled into such a state that he turned to us ( my group of friends) and said straight out he wanted to commit suicide. And you wanna know why?

He's gay. Simple and straight forward.

And that's absolutely infuriating. How dare those stupid moronic fat ass hicks beat him into the dirt because of what he finds attractive. That's just a pile of bull crap. And it makes me want to beat the crap out of those bigotry flaunting hicks myself. Considering i'm not very big I probably just get killed off myself but I really don't care about that small issue right now.

That is not the only reason i'm so very very angry. This gang of pigs have made fun of the entire group of homosexuals in our school since high school, and for some reason they followed a small group of my friends and me to college. And they dare to snap and sneer at us like we're rats.

Why the fuck do they think I care that they find me revolting because i'm Bi. Why the fuck do they think anyone but their own pig headed group finds their ravings funny? And i'm right at my wits end. My minds fixing to snap and i'm going to wale on their fat little heads. I don't care if I have to beat them bloody with my text books the little snots are going DOWN.

And like I said, Im sorry if I offend anyone with this. But im so sick of it. So very very tired of my friends and I being tormented because of the people we go out with and the fact that we're gay. I mean I thought we where past that. I thought people could at least act as if they had human hearts. Why the hell do they think we can be broken down because we don't have the same thoughts and phobias as them.

That that is why (I mean no offense to Bhu or any other Christians on this site, I am not referring to you or anything a good Christian would say) I laugh when those rats tell me flat in my face that God hates me cause im a sinner. You know what? Go fuck yourself. If God exists doesn't he and the bible preach open mindedness and kindness? Isn't that the point of the bible? Isn't that the point of religion? the hope of it all I mean? News flash fat ass but the bible isn't there for you to tarnish. But then its people like that that turned my atheist. Stupid STUPID bigotry.

so very very mad.... But also viciously proud. Proud of my straight friends who have fought back or ignored the behavior. A particularly brave man who got suspended for beating the snot out of one said fat ass. And a certain little lesbian who has booby trapped the offenders lockers with such skill they still haven't figured out how the hell to undo the spring that slaps them in the face every time they open it. So there. My rantings done with. If I've made anyone mad im sorry ( though id rather say go f yourself) and If I've hurt anyone's feelings or made anyone uncomfortable I will take this down. I simply wanted to be heard, and I hope I could be rather well heard here..

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

So when they continued asking Him[Jesus], He raised Himself up and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.”
John 8:7

My personal favorite. I have done countless studies on this quote here. The woman that lay before Jesus, Mary, had sinned countless times. The people wanted her punished, and thought it their right to do so. But what did the King of the Jews say? He pointed out that they did not weild the right that they believed they did. When told that only those without sin could punish and judge, no one cast their stones. Why? Because we all sin. The only one who could have cast a stone was Jesus, and He did not.

Does the Bible say anything about homosexuality being a sin? Sure it does. In fact, it is rather harsh on the topic. But you know another topic the Bible is stern about? Murder...violence in all forms. JUDGING. Jesus says "Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." (Luke 6:37) It is not our place to give judgement, for we all fall short of the Father. In Matthew 7:5, these punishing sinners are called hypocrites (for that is what they are). "Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye." Those boys that punish you and your friends, beloved Ilyich, are not Children of the Almighty. They say they are doing the work of the Lord, but it is the Devil they follow. Do not base charactization for Christians upon them. A true Christian loves all. We are to love our fellow man as we love ourselves...for we are all one body under God.

I grieve for you, beloved, I honestly do. Many of my closest friends suffer these same punishments unjustly. Though I do not resort to violence unless one is in very real danger, many verbal fights have been accompanied by my own harsh tongue. This is a matter I hold very near and dear; I thought I was gay for a time. But time showed that it was an outcry, a curiosity. But during that period, I was on the other side, and I saw first hand the abuse. Whether you believe in the Almighty or not, beloved, I pray for you all. Only when this world can act as one will Jesus come again. Only then will we be judged. We will be judged on our faith, not our works. The commandments are to be obeyed, and we must keep good morals...and I know you do so by instinct. Most do not need religion to tell them that murder is wrong, we just know. Hold yourself high and know that this war is already won. Justice will prevail, Ilyich, and we will one day not fear the pointed finger.

There is one Lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy. Who are you to judge another?
James 4:12



All texts are taken from the New King James Bible.

[Kunabee]

Ily, Ily, Ily. Oh hunny =/
I'm so sorry. It's not right of them to do that.
You are different, and so are we all. These differences should be loved and appreciated. I'm sorry for the hate you were cursed with.
While I'm not completely comfortable with someone who likes their same gender, I do believe that this is God's doing. He has a plan for all of us, and I think that if someone who does happen to have a gay or bisexual alignment is here to open our minds. It is never right or O.K. for you or others to be teased.
In the Bible it teaches kindness. In nearly every religion, it asks us to be open-minded, appreciative, and respectful.
And I also believe, Bhu, that the Bible is negative about when someone dates or marries with a different sexual alignment, not have a bi or gay orientation. We cannot help who we are.
Ilyich, I apologize, and I only help those so-called "Christians" can realize their mistakes and be more open and kind-hearted.

[I L Y I C H]

8C I love you guys so much. Thanks for the kindness and replying to my rantings <3

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

I love you too, dear! Rant anytime--we are a family <3

[Kunabee]

How could we ever let anyone be angry? :3?