Guys...

[nEwOL握敵]

This has nothing to do with yall, the fact that I've not been here lately. It has solely got to do with me. I'm not well right now, I'm just not. I'm not in a sound state of mind and I don't feel secure. I'm uptight, I'm always angry, and I'm constantly checking my angles like I'm expecting there to be hostiles, and I always know where my exit is. My head's not screwed on right and I'm really snappy so I'm just avoiding BT... I love you guys and don't want you to see me like this. I'll be off and on, and be back for good once I've put myself together...


I love all of you,

Newol

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

You're a better man than me, hun. When I get into those moods I run first to BT and snap away, thinking I am strong enough to contain it. So thank you for being more reasonable than I usually am.

I'll keep you in my thoughts.

Bhu

[Kunabee]

Ah, Newol, you know we'd always put up with it. I would, at least, and I'm pretty sure Mama Bhu and Papa Ily would as well.

But you take care of yourself <3 love you, dearheart.