Carska // Folami }{ Queen of the dammed

[I L Y I C H]

Gender: female
Age: 4 years 6 months
Species: folami

Eye color: gold
Body Build: Robust and tall
Fur Length: average
Spay/Neutered/Sterile: N/a


Mother: Harmony
Father: Geovani
Siblings: Daiade
Friends: Stitch. Newsoul. Paradox. Burnie.
Mate: Bidziil
Children: Mahal, Alonda, Cenzelume, and Ekshen. Irwin and Michelle.

Trained?: Very harshly trained.
Opposing the feline massacre?: Yes.
Personality:
- Volatile
- Bi-polar
- Anxious
- Aggressive
- Possessive
- Protective
- Intelligent
- Cunning
- Confident
- Proud
- Self-reliant
- Born leader
- Self-sacraficing
- True to herself
- Accustom to loss
- Mistrusting
- Bitterly loyal
- Grudge holder
- Resilient
- Arrogant
- Odd moral code
- Hypocrite
- Good natured
- Gentle at times
- Deeply loving

Still part of the pack?: Vea Apxn.
Rank: Alpha.
History:
- born to a kind family and hand raised by the young son for her first three months carska grew up adoring her humans.
- removed from that family by the boy's father the woman swiftly came to realize that she wasn't a house pet at all and that all of hell was waiting to beat her down.
- physically abused by a man she had once considered a father figure carska began to grow bitter and anxious. when nothing makes sense you snap at anything that comes close.
- trained viciously the woman only really made one friend within the facility, that folami being Newsoul. the pair clung to each other with the last failings of hope for some sort of normality in their worlds.
- carska was released on her own at a year and a half swiftly finding the original folami pack and snarling bitterly was all but drug into their ranks.
-finding how hateful they all were carska who had long sense learned to never trust anything fought bitterly to gain rank in an effort to protect not only herself but her newly found blood brother.
- achieving full alpha rank by the age of two the woman stood stalk still but proud along side the man-made beast that was bidziil. whom she rather loathed at the time mostly due to his pack making her life a living hell for so long.
- getting to know the man however the alphess formed a loose friendship that was more of a companionship as neither of them wanted to admit any sort of like for the other.
- she began to fall in love with her pack. began to notice the family there and in an effort to show the loyalty to themselves and her loyalty to them began to kindle it.
- two lion cubs were brought into the pack as training dolls and her brother latched onto them. became something of a father to them and when one of them died he mourned her and much to carska's shock she hated herself for it. so she was a child killer now?
- Bidziil distracted her from the self-loathing and drew the young violent alphess out of her shell. Their friendship blossomed into something of a very different sort. she loved this man. loved him the way on can't help but adore their very soul. and so they were as such. each other's souls to be placed in their metallic bodies.
- panic was her reaction to the pregnancy. how else was she meant to react? Bidziil didn't do much better. but carska was resolute. these were her children and she would raise them well. and no fucking human would touch them.
- the children made carska change. made her better. drew out the anger and turned it into patience. gave to her a sort of peace at the same time that they presented her with the wildest possessiveness she had ever felt.
- when man came carska drew herself up and showed her fangs. and oh how she loathed them. loathed them to the pit of her soul and she wouldn't allow them to touch her children. it was then that bidziil was stolen form her and a bullet struck into her leg. she has never forgiven herself for letting it happen.
- living without the man was difficult, but not impossible. her heart still sobbed over the loss. soul missing. but what could she do? her pack needed her. her pups needed her. so she was once again forced to forge ahead and ignore her own emotions.
- lucifer slid from the sidelines months into bidziil's mia. the usurper scooped carska's crown out from under her using the vote of folami who cared not for the woman's family approach to life. and carska accepted this. she backed away quietly and withdrew taking her family away. grafted her shields around those folami who followed her to the other side of camp. she would always protect them no matter the cost. the loyal few who wanted what she had always dreamed of having.
- her family became her life as she wanted for the inevitable. man would come one day and she would be ready. they would not have them. carska's paranoia was thick btu she hid it well and with it she drew those few behind her shields and watched them with carefully adoring eyes.
- bidziil returned but carska did not relent until his cowardess. he had allowed the humans to change him. or lied for their benifit. he did not love her. he did not love his children. so she would remove them and she would take those who wished to follow her away from the toxin that bidziil had brought into the pack. daide was horribly injured in the separation, and in turn vea apxn was formed to live it's life out in the praries where they were safe.
- nimrod spent little time trying to remove their safety, and carska settled angrily to await him. the civil war was violent and bloody. vicious. what less could come form brothers fighting over ideals? bidziil was taken as a pow at the end of it all and carska led her triumphent family home once more.
- vea apxn flourished under the heat of the sun. she watched them all carefully and loved them all sternly. doing what she could. acting where she needed to. her paranoia was still thick and god it made her burn to see her ebony king every day but she lived through it. she watched him speak to his son on a daily basis and her heart warmed a small fraction from it's iced over chill.
- she had grown in these last few months. began to speak with bidziil again with her tones more empathetic then vitriolic. forgiveness was so foreign to her yet it leaked inward. willing to allow the man his humanity. bidziil was no god and she saw that now and in seeing it was willing to give him a chance.
- nimrod gave bidziil a choice to return to his pack and lead, a thing that bidziil accepted. carska nodded in return. the original pack needed their man made alpha. and maybe just maybe bidziil would lead them in the direction that they needed. man was not god. he had learned that at least, she hoped. so the woman sat within her close knit pack and watched quietly as time moved forward.

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