Just spining down my mind

[nEwOL握敵]

I got a ton on my brain so I came here to share cause yall always pick me up. I just wanna be on a topic other then my life right now so put up with me. And Im here cause all i have is kindle right now.

firstly the bad to get it off my brain. My dads bugging me boudt my grades. he's upset cause I aint shown em to him yet and frankly they are shit. I can pick em up easy but I dont think I can survive until then. I just wanna bring him a card worth showing... but I can at this moment... It just hurts... I wanna please him so bad cause I love him so much. But its hard when you have ADHD and no drive for school left. sometime I feel like I drowning in it all.

Now the good. My girlfriend couldnt sleep and wanted a bedtime story so I read her the two Nimrod and Stitch threads. she loved em.

[Bhu ♥ Irwin]

I have faith you will bring your grades up. You may feel like you're drowning, but you are a smart, and responsible, person. I won't go all 'mama Bhu' on you and demand things, but I fell confident that, with time, you will turn it around. I don't think you've forgotten how important an education is. Everyone thinks the letter grade is so important, when it isn't really. You are getting experience out there and that is what is really important...but those high-up people that get control over your fate don't see it that way. It isn't fair, but it is true.

AWWW. And now I must go reread those o.o

[Kunabee]

NEWOL YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
For the first time Kunabee shall post her grades for all to see. (okay just the bad ones)

AP US History - 58%
Pre-Calc Honors - 63%
English - 88%

Look at those. An F, a D, and a B in English.
Not good for me.
It's hard because I've been working so hard lately, and my grades keep going DOWN. No matter how hard I work. My mental health is just... booom.